I leave tomorrow. I should probably be asleep and not writing this right now, but I couldn't resist the urge, since I was checking email one last time, anyway! I had my first minor freak-out today, a beloved-roommate (totally innocently :)) put it in my head that I need Malaria pills, and that I might be bored there.....and suddenly I realized......what if I hate it?!
But with some prayer and an angel in disguise (My Twigg) I was able to move past it :)
Dang.....my family is being so nice to me because I am leaving! Sometimes I wish they would just be mean and grumpy, then I wouldn't want to stay so badly. Each and every one of them are such beautiful people. They are so precious to me.
Well....like it or not, I am leaving tomorrow (God-willing) and I am ok with that. I am ok with trying something this new. With trusting God to be that big. With learning my limitations. And, possibly, with admitting defeat. I will always have a home here, and that is a comforting thought. But truly, should not my home be wherever I am at the moment, because my Lord and Savior is always with me?
Praise God.....may He give me strength <3
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